I hope you can help me understand something. First let me start by saying I love your work and am so happy that I found you.
Partly based on your advice, I took up a meditation practice. I didn’t know what I was doing but I knew when I meditated that I felt powerful energy in myself and around me. This energy felt good and so I stayed in meditation longer and longer. You are right Crystal, meditation is the key to expanded consciousness. After awhile meditating it’s as if a portal of some sort opened, and odd things began to happen to me. Lots of things, but I’ll only touch on a couple of them here in order to get your take on them.
A few months into my meditation practice I began to notice in the moments before sleep what looked like faces. They were ugly faces, not demonic I don’t think, but unhappy, and they were pale yellow or gray or green, sometimes angry, sometimes sad, sometimes just desperate-feeling.
I’d see the faces hovering about two or three inches from my face and it looked like they were talking to me, though I couldn’t hear anything. Just to be clear, I saw this with my eyes open. Because the faces were so disturbing I’d often close my eyes quickly, but I’d still see their faces in my mind — it’s like they wouldn’t leave.
I wouldn’t say I was scared, but I was disturbed. I didn’t like it, probably because it was new to me. Still, I never felt unprotected, or like I was vulnerable, just — rattled. Sometimes the faces weren’t human. Sometimes they were what looked like bunches of energy with a vague pair of eyes or a mouth.
This went on for weeks. After awhile I just fell asleep.
Then one night after shutting my eyes but still seeing those faces, I heard something moving in my room. I heard this with my actual ears, Crystal, not clairaudiently, which you have talked about. It sounded like bump — as if someone landed in the room — and then a rustle.
I sat up in bed and looked toward the far left corner of the room where I’d heard the sound, and that’s when I saw her.
At least I think it was a hear. She appeared to be made of shadow and she was sitting near the window, on the floor, watching me. I knew she was because her eyes flashed with this white light from time to time before going back to a shimmery black.
When she saw that I’d seen her she began to slowly stand up, which I have to admit, began to freak me out. She was wearing an old timey dress and I couldn’t see her feet or her hands. She floated near the window for a moment and then in less than an instant she zipped across the room and was at the side of my bed where I lay. That startled me, and I screamed a little. When I did she floated an inch or two back, like she didn’t want to scare me.
When she did, I could see her better. Her skin was pale but very very white, though nothing like the faces I’d been seeing for weeks. Her features were definitely human but my senses told me that she was probably not human, and then her eyes confirmed it. They were two black holes where a human’s eyes would be and when I looked into them it was as if I was traveling into a tunnel of pure darkness.
This is where things got very strange — as if they’re not strange enough already!
It’s like this lady WANTED me to look into her eyes. She was almost magnetically pulling me into them, if that makes sense, and I could feel my body — not my physical body, but my spirit body — getting sucked out of the bed and into those eyes.
Imagine it like a black pool. You stand at the edge and look at the water, and then you dive in. You swim through the first few layers, getting a sense of the water, and then you go deeper. It was like that. When I felt my body being sucked into her eyes it was like I was on the water’s edge. After that, though, I did dive in, into those first few layers of water, if you will. But it wasn’t water, it was an entirely different world.
It started off incredibly, terribly black. The physical me, still in my bed, felt suddenly lost to me — I couldn’t feel the bed beneath me or the blankets on top of me. That me was no longer perceivable. There was only the spirit me in this dark world, the lady was nowhere to be found. I stayed like this for what had to be a minute or two, and then I began to panic because nothing was happening but darkness.
It was when I began to panic that I started to see very tiny spots of light all around me, and as I focused on the lights they became brighter and brighter, and soon I saw that I was flying through what seemed like stars and planets and galaxies.
This actually felt incredibly exhilarating. I remember zipping around dwarf stars and suns and skimming the edge of black holes. I don’t know how long I did that but at some point I remembered that I had a body back in the bed and also how I had gotten there — among the stars — which is when I remembered the lady.
And then bam, all of a sudden I was in a chamber. I could hear things but it was all muffled. It sounded like there was a conversation taking place somewhere in the distance, but it was like it was in a bubble, or three or four rooms away. I couldn’t make out the words.
I turned around in the chamber about 180 degrees and that’s when I saw a figure sitting in the left hand area of the chamber. It was the woman.
Once again, she began to stand, and then float.
But she looked different, Crystal. It was the same old timey dress, but her white skin was now a rich alabaster white, almost as if it glittered. And those eyes, which before were black holes, were similar but much bigger, like big black discs, although I want to say they were NOT like those pictures of aliens that we see these days. They were perfect circles, and they took up most of her face.
And then, just like before, in a flash she zipped to where I stood in the chamber so that we were almost shoulder to shoulder, though she was taller than I was, so my shoulder was at her ribcage, if she had one. I stood there, board-straight, as I felt her vibrating next to me.
And her vibration was incredible! It was like thick static electricity that pops, and it was so much stronger than I would guess my own vibration is. As she moved closer to me the popping in the static got louder and more alarming, like little firecrackers going off in my left ear, which is where she leaned in to whisper to me.
She gave me a message, Crystal, and the language she used was in the form of those popping noises. It’s like each pop had been an energy bubble and when it popped an entire bit of information was transferred from her into my consciousness. Although I didn’t turn to see it, I felt that if I had I would have seen electric bubbles moving and popping, kind of like a sparkler on the fourth of July.
The craziest thing was that I understood her message perfectly, as if I had heard and even spoke that language before.
The message she gave me wasn’t frightening per se; more like alarming and confusing. As I absorbed it, or integrated it if you will, I also saw what looked like a holographic screen in front of me, like a projector projecting a movie right about six feet in front of where I stood. I watched the screen as she gave me her message.
After this experience, when I was back in my body and in my bed, I wrote down the message as best as I could remember it, though some of what she said, I cannot describe in words.
I will pass the message along to you here and would appreciate if you share it on your listeners. I think there will be people out there who will understand what it means without knowing why they understand it, if that makes sense. I’d also like to know what you think the message means, or actually, how you feel about it. I’d really appreciate your take on it.
The message is:
Earth is not lost, and there are ten forms
(Before me on the hologram I saw ten planets that looked like earth. They seemed to be flowing or almost melting into each other while still being their own individual planets — it’s hard to explain.)
You are presently in the fourth form. Your body is in the third form.
(The hologram changed and I saw a picture of myself in my body in my bed as if that me was in a different world.)
Earth, forms five and six, are not perceivable to you in the third but they are in the fourth. This is why you must do all work in the fourth, through training of the mind and spirit, and this is how you will access forms five and six.
(The hologram then changed to show me three earths, the first one being my or our earth, where we live. The other two looked like our earth, but the planet colors were so much brighter to my eyes, the bluest blues, the greenest greens. Also, the other earths looked like heat waves, sort of like you see above the sidewalk in Phoenix on a hot day. The waves were moving very very fast but they also stayed cohesive. When I compared the waves of those earths to our earth’s waves, it was literally night and day. It’s like our earth hardly vibrated at all, in comparison.)
Forms five and six are where the energy of third change is presently kept and all too infrequently accessed.
All energies may also access the fourth. You will encounter high and low, light and dark, balanced and imbalanced passing through fourth into fifth and sixth.
(The hologram changed to show me all the faces I had been seeing before me, the ugly ones I had seen before which I already explained.)
Do not be distracted, or afraid. You will be attacked, but they cannot hurt you. They will try to deceive you, but you know the truth. You will be invited elsewhere, but stay the course.
(This is where the visual moved beyond the holographic screen. I began to see beneath my feet — feet which by the way I could not see, and had a feeling I did not have — a path of golden light with flashes of energy like the sparkler image I told you of earlier. The path extended through the dark chamber I was in and I presume out of it, which is when the weirdest thing happened. This may get a little confusing.
I was standing there with the lady next to me, whispering in my ear, when all of a sudden ANOTHER me split from the me standing there with her and began moving down the golden path. I figured this symbolized me moving through the fourth where the lady said we were, into the fifth and sixth, whatever that means. I paid attention to the part of me leaving, in specific, what I looked like. The part of me leaving was made of shadow, but it was translucent, as if within the shadow there were still bits of light. So I was shadow but also light, and I wonder now whether that was my wavelength, or the wavelength I needed to be in order to walk that golden path. I hope I haven’t lost you Crystal!)
All who access forms five and six may stay in the energy there and do the higher work. This work will alter the experience within the fifth and sixth but also the third and fourth and all earths below it. This work also opens gateways to forms seven through ten.
Most importantly, the person who does the work in fifth and sixth form may choose to stream the energy of these forms into the third form to help the planet and all the others.
(The holographic image then changed for the last time and I saw what looked like a golden tube, kind of like a pipe, and it pierced through the center of all ten earths, as if the earths were pearls on a necklace held together by a golden strand. I think she showed me this so that I knew this golden tube or channel was what we could use to travel to all the different forms or earths, though I am not sure. I do think the tube is what keeps us connected to other dimensions.)
After that last image I found myself back in my body, sitting up in my bed with my EYES OPEN. I could still see with my regular eyesight pops or flashes of light like electricity, like the pops she spoke into my ear.
Crystal, I realize this will sound crazy to your listeners, but hopefully not crazy to you. I’d really love to hear your take on it, though, because it will help me and I think a lot of others who need to hear this information. Thank you!